Walls Up
I have no choice. I have to protect myself. I am really not ready to be writing things like I have been about falling for someone. I cannot get into this. I have to put my walls up. I have to be alone. He is not that man I am making him out to be. I was gently reminded by a friend that I might have an addiction to this feeling. I have a promise to myself I need to keep. So I’m doing the thing I’ve done too many times before and disappearing from his life for good. I don’t think this is the best way to handle it, I just don’t know any other way to protect my heart. And no one else will.
Professional Driver, Closed Course 